This is the story of a girl.... well, a woman now, a broken-hearted woman who doesn't know what to do anymore and whether she's able to get through everything... One thing that she's learning now that everything is uncertain.. That word, 'uncertain', is like a nightmare for her. She's the kind of woman that needs to plan things, and when it was ruined, she is lost. Don't know what to do or go, don't know whom to talk to and just completely lost in her own nightmares.
Day after day, and not even a week yet, she feels that the her world is falling apart pieces by pieces. Feels like jumping out of a bridge, running away from the hurt, and other drama scenes that she could think about. Yes, she's just completely lost. One thing that she's afraid most is when the pressure can't be handle anymore, the bipolar comes..... Though she's not diagnosed with it, but she has the potential to be one, that was the doctor said... Does she have to go through the series of medicines again?
The story started last year, when she met a man, and then she feel in love with him. Months passed away, she tried to convince the man with her love, until one day the man said that he loved her also. From that moment for them it was a love story.
Plans after plans, fights after fights, and love after love, the woman was convinced that he was the one and so the plans that she made was 'us' no anymore 'I'.
Until a lightning stroke.... She fell apart... She woke up in her dessert again, realizing that it was just a dream. A beautiful dream, she should have know that a reality wasn't supposed to be that beautiful. He was just to good to be true, yes, his love was a dream. What's for her? A broken heart....
She blamed herself for everything, she needs to get away.. She needs to be disappeared...
Now, she comes back with some points that..... No more depend on someone.... No more, anymore... She survived the last time without depending on anyone.... Why can't she now? Because she was tricked by her love and now she has to pay the price... Big one..
What should she do now?
To be continued...
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