"I like walking in the rains... as no one can see me cry then... -Charlie Chaplin-"

Friday, December 30, 2011

Funny how love can....

Days has passed.. Tears after tears, over things, her feelings, his thoughts, her worries, his defenses, the mistress.....
Funny how love can make her falls apart... Ironic yet it was a beautiful thing.... Her hopes and dreams were shattered, given away, taken out.... And she was torn into pieces.. He said it was a mistake, he said it was history, he said let's move on..... but the mistress didn't..

Funny how love can make people sacrifice anything... But above all, the most important thing now, she has to stay strong, it's hard yet she believes that God will give her the strength..

Funny how love can make her to take a decision that she'll stay beside him... She stays until he said enough or she stays until the second chance comes.... She stays though he still in touch with the mistress, or not, and the mistress is creating a game which she will not fall for the mistress' game. The decision is she stays... Stays for her, for his love, for him, and for the dreams that they had made before.... She doesn't know whether this is going to be bad or good, since now the word 'uncertainty' lingers much around her head and his words.

New Chapter? Not really, same old same old, but learning to become wiser and more appreciating of what he had done or will do.... And to show the same love she had showed for 1 year 5 months to him... and to grow strong alone or together in God...

She is thanking God for these things happened in her life, it's a process she said, it hurts, it'll passed, it's heavy, it'll decreased...

Funny how love can teach you many things... Many-many things... Funny how love can remind your of everything.... Funny how love can be the answered of everything....

She will always love him...

She puts her hopes and dreams into His Hands...

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